I think stress is getting to me. I’m snappy and in a bad mood this week. Every time someone says something to me, even if it’s not meant to be irritating, it puts me in a fit of /rage/.
It could also be side effects of finishing the fourth season of Dexter (and loving but hating the season finale like a mofo). Now I have to wait weekly for episodes to premiere. How depressing and annoying. I love this show, you guys should watch it if you don’t… I’ve completely lost interest in some of the other shows I watch because of it’s amazingness. Haha, my expectations are too high, I guess you could say.
I was browsing around DSW just now, not looking for anything in particular. I liked these two Fall-forward styles though. I love clean rugged looks when it comes to booties… Or just nice ones haha
Went out with Alex, Joi, Andrew, and JiYeon yesterday. Haha, was pretty fun. Went to Mitsuwa for some festival thing? Actually, I’m not sure what was going on there… But there were tons of people. Then went to Alex’s house only to end up at the Palisade’s mall to watch ‘Devil’, which was basically ‘No Exit’ in an elevator.
Other than that, junior year is a lot of work. I’ve been doing a lot of my work during weekdays. Studying and writing up papers. I’ve been watching Dexter on the weekends lately and I get bored, but TBH, even though I used to look at a computer screen for entire days, it really gives me huge headaches now, which is a BIG problem because well… The computer will be in most of my life job-wise.
Surprisingly, I haven’t declared a major yet. My school is going to yell at me by the end of this semester. I’m so stressed. My parents keep pushing me to get a BA in Graphic Design but I really… don’t know what I want to do and that pisses them off so much. I wanted to take a semester off and think about it, but they don’t want me to do that either. Sigh. I really wanted to study something that would let me travel a lot. Thoroughly depressed. =_=
There are a lot of other things that are bothering me but I hope I can fix the mistakes I made. :(
“I don’t want to imitate life in movies; I want to represent it. And in that representation, you use the colors you feel, and sometimes they are fake colors. But always it’s to show one emotion.”— Pedro Almodovar
So I figured out why my mouth is hurting. The possible reason may be an incoming infected wisdom tooth that needs to be yanked the flip out. Yay! I’m already scared of the dentist… Now I have to face the oral surgeon! Sounds like fun.